129 GOOD NIGHT

Let me give you a sweet good night kiss
Coupled with my very warm embrace
It's a sign that we are blessed
Able to share true life's happiness

I'm going to sleep very soundly
Because you are sleeping near me safely
I have no other worries in the world
Because I have your hands to hold

Tomorrow is another brand new day
A gift to savor and face happily
What ever happens I am ready
Knowing I have you here beside me.

By : Jun Abines

128. REGRETS

I regret the moment you had left

You were so pretty and so sweet
All I ever did was stare at you
Silence by your rare beauty that glows

I rehearsed some lines hoping we meet again
Not telling you my feelings would be a sin
When you appeared all my courage flew
I was again shocked and star strucked with you

Until today I'm suffering and still in pain
Everytime we meet my actions remains the same
My love for you until now remained a secret
I must let go of these feelings or I'll live with regret. Bow!

By : Jun Abines

126. I'LL FIND A WAY

I love you the moment we meet
But your a friend's lover so I kept it
I love every smile you thrown at me
Your eyes are saying we are meant to be

Every second our eyes meet lasts forever
I secretly wish we could be alone together
Every move every laughter with you is priceless
I want to run away with you, I'm hopeless

I don't know how long I can endure
You're the one I've been dreaming of, I'm sure
I can't wait for the time he'll let you go
I'll find a way or make a way, because I love you. Bow!

By : Jun Abines

125. I DARE YOU!

I dare you lady to come with me
Somewhere quiet and far away
We'll be alone and have some feasts
Pretending the whole world never exist

I'll hold your hand and embrace you tight
Trust me I'll protect you with all my might
If things go wrong and you will cry
I won't hesitate for a second try

We'll soar together to unknown height
My love your wings in our dream flight
When winds get rough and the travel gets tough
I will do some stunts to make you laugh

I can do great things even the impossible
As long as you love me I can do it all
I promise you I can do all these
But first you have to answer me "YES". 

124. LONELY GIRL...

Oh girl your so lonely
Your eyes look tired and weary
That pretty face maybe smiling
I know deep inside you're crying

You're too young to fall for him
Got trapped with all his schemes
All you need is love and care
He broke your heart and laid it bare

Feeling stupid you blame yourself
Don't just lay there go get some help
All you need is one who listens
Someone you can called a friend

I'm just right here you blankly stare
I have a whole day and a week to spare
Just smile at me and I'll be there
Unload those feelings to my shoulder

One day you'll laughed and tell me jokes
About your pain how silly you look
Then you'll start looking for that Prince Charming out there...
When the man you need is just right here. Bow!
(By: Jun Abines)

123. UNCOMFORTABLE

Don't look at me that way, I feel uncomfortable
Your eyes looks so lovely it bores deep into my soul
I'm afraid deep inside me you'll find the feelings I hide
I secretly love you but too worried you'll hurt my pride

I've been secretly admiring you and wished to be your lover
I got no confidence, being your friend is just my cover
knowing you inside out is my key to catch your attention
I hope you'll forgive once I reveal my true intentions

Still I find it hard to get near with you
I find my self uncomfortable my feelings are so true
Maybe one day I'll find the courage to say I love you
I'll do it once I'm sure you have feelings for too. Bow!

By Jun Abines

122. THE PRISONERS

I couldn't think of any reason
Why a bird so beautiful like you confined in prison
I can't forgive myself doing nothing
You need a hero I've got to do something

Your tears and sufferings melt this heart
It softens me deep inside I thought I'm smart
To other man you already have a commitment
You're life is like hell with his jealosy and temperament

The more I know you the more I get certain
You are the soulmate that I've been waiting
But the situation is inexplicably complicated
We're both tied to people we both never wanted

I've been contemplating about us for so long
If destiny is whisphering that to me you belong
The decent man inside me is slowly getting crazy
I want to grab you and bring you far far away

Please darling show me some sign
I need you to tell me you want to be mine
Once you say the words we'll fly somewhere
To find our own paradise and be happy forever.

By : Jun Abines

121.YOU AND I

If you think you are lonely
So am I
If you really want to be happy
We can try

Why don't we go together
Let's fly
Hold and hug me firmly
Don't be shy

Believe me when I say I love you
Its not a lie
I'll bring you up to heavens
Up in the sky

Let me take care of your heart
You won't cry
I promise to stay with you
'Till I die

Please say you'll love me too
I'll get high
Let's share our dreams together
You and I

(By: Jun Abines)

120. SEE THE CLOUDS

See the clouds watching over you
Changing forms every moment as winds blow
They draw all emotions up in the sky above
It can be sorrow, happiness or pure love

Feel the emotions you felt inside you
Changing every moment from gladness to sorrow
They make your life challenging and colorful
It makes living so mysterious yet wonderful

Read the lines of the countless poems I created
They capture thoughts and idea worthy as we live
Many of them contains secret message for you
To make you feel appreciated, loved and beautifully glow.

By : Jun Abines

119. TELL ME

      

      Tell me your secret my dear friend
I promise not to divulge it 'til my life ends
No matter how serious, no matter how funny
Your secret will be safe, all you need is trust me

I myself have dirty and embarassing secrets too
I've done many foolishness I must admit to you
I'm just human and I am not perfect
I couldn't believe I've done those terrible mistakes

Even a child have thier own secrets
They felt so ashamed too admit simple mistakes
Later on they learned their secrets are no big deal
They laughed about it and thier wounds were healed

So don't be afraid to tell me your secrets
I promise you'll fell good, it'll be therapheutic
Who knows your secret is the same as mine
All we need is open up and admit our pity crimes

By : Jun Abines

118. EVERYTIME

Every time you smile at me, 
My heart skips a beat
Every time you're near me,
I feel very strong and fit

Every time you talk to me, 
Time I lost track
Every time you kiss me, 
My whole body gets shocked

Every time you tease me,
I lost my focus
Every time you say goodbye,
Part of me wants to die

Girl, 
You are the apple of my eye
I promise to love only you, 
'til I die

By : Jun Abines

117. INSECURE

Oh girl you're so beautiful,
I feel insecure
I felt I'm too ugly for you,
We're incompatible

I got nothing to brag,
But my sense of humor
You are almost perfect,
I won't ask for more

I don't know what are my chances,
But I will try
I must tell you 'I love you'
Though I felt shy

I feel so very insecure,
But I won't let you go
Until the time you tell me,
That you love me too

By : Jun Abines

116. RARE ANGEL

Girl I've never been to a paradise before
But seeing your beauty I think you belong there, I'm sure
I have no idea either what is heaven, I'm not wise
But I have no doubt you're a true Angel in disguise 

Your face is more beautiful than any flower I've seen
Your voice is more melodious than any birds that sing
Your breath is more fragrant than any perfume I've smelled
Your presence alone make me feel so thrilled

Maybe you originated from a magical world
But your charm is better than Cinderella, many times fold
Maybe you came from the place where the fairies lived
You make me feel like a real Prince, in fairy tales I now believe

Just tell me what to do to make you mine
I'm willing to cross all oceans and step on land mines
For you I will lay my life, you're a rare Angel
I'll slay all fire-breathing dragons including the devil. Bow!

By : Jun Abines

115. LET'S PRETEND

Please stay with me girl
Let's pretend we are lovers
I promise to be gentle
As if you're mine forever

Tell me all your dreams
Including your desires
I promise that I'll listen
Like a boyfriend newly hired

Let's walk down somewhere
And share some good laughs
Forget about tomorrow
Because this world has been tough

Maybe by pretending
We'll learn we're compatible
Because there is no pressure
We'll just play and show it all

I knew you felt something for me
Thats the way I felt too
Let our little pretenders games show us
That our love with each is true. Bow!

By : Jun Abines

114. WHEN?

When was the last time you hear a bird singing?
When was the last time you breath fresh air on the mountains?
When was the last time you spent a day without worrying?
Or when was the last time you played like a kid heartily laughing?

Did you do the things you dreamed as a little kid?
Did you tell your childhood crush she's your beloved?
Did you tell your highschool teacher how much you admired her?
Or did you confessed you appreciate the love letter of you admirer?

Have you spent some time with your best friend lately?
Have you tried to write a poem to your loved one, even if its funny?
Have you tried doing stupid things without fear of being rediculed?
Or have you taken a day off just to rest, even an appointment already scheduled?

Why did you hessitate doing the things you really love to do?
Why did you worry for the future all night through?
Why did you allow people to control you?
Why did you not say the things you believe are true?

Listen to your heart my dear friend
Just be your self until the very end
You are the boss of your life, never forget
Do what you love, or you'll regret.

By : Jun Abines

113. I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH (Vertical Poem)

Love is Infinite

Love is Life 
Love is Outstanding
Love is Very complicated
Love is Emotion

Love is You
Love is Outspoken
Love is Universal

Love is Victory
Love is Easy
Love is Reasonable
Love is Yes

Love is Me
Love is Unconditional
Love is Chemistry
Love is Harmony

By : Jun Abines

112. PURE ACCIDENT

      Kissing you last night was pure accident
My blood was overwhelmed with alcohol content
The sensation I felt was more surprising
It felt so good I wish I could do it again

This morning my head is clear I felt better
But my heart is aching I'm beginning to suffer
I realized I lost a friend of being so careless
I kissed you without warning I'm stupid I confess

Though I'm wondering why you did not object
I remember clearly that kiss last more than a minute
After that you slapped me but I saw your face with faint smile
We both felt awkward there was silence for a long long while

I really don't know how to deal with you today
I stepped beyond the line I don't know if were friend or enemy
But I promise that accident won't happen again ever
Though I felt we're compatible not just as friend but also lovers

By : Jun Abines

111. HARD TO GET

      Here come's my pretty neighbor abusing me once again
Flaunting her worn out shorts revealing lots of smooth skin
I wonder if she's aware I'm a man who thirst some loving
Every time I glance her cleavage I have some trouble breathing

She likes to stare at me, I feel so abused
I don't know her real motives my heart is so confused
My heart is still broken I need some time to heal
If she kept on pushing me I might become the devil

Though I felt bad for her I'm no longer the easy boy
I had my tough lessons my heart is hardened like alloy
She needs to do more than that, for me to finally give in
She needs to show sincerity and learn to cook every morning

She also needs to show me how fat her bank accounts
I am an Accountant by profession money is what I count
She also needs to prove that she is legally single
Or else I find another girl that bears no marital trouble

Because I'm a rare breed of male, I'm not easy to get
I've been fooled by countless females, lessons were hard to forget
But if this pretty neighbor will buy me some beer
It's the shortcut to my heart, I'll be her slave forever.

By : Jun Abines

110. FLY WITH ME

      I'm a free creature I belong to the sky
I have powerful wings anywhere I can fly
I am light and lean with very strong body 
Anywhere I go, I got  no burden to carry

I don't worry of the things I need for tomorrow
Fortune and materias are just main source of sorrow
I am not in the quest for any form of wealth
I got everything I need, my freedom and my health

If you want to join me better learn to let go
You don't need extra baggage they will just worry you
Don't be a fool don't be stupid there is no true security
A simple stroke of bad luck everything can be spoiled easily

Today is your time, don't wait for tommorow
Come and fly with me let's enjoy this life we borrow
If we fall or we fail lets try a bit harder
No quitting, just keep going until we become better

Let's soar to greater hieghts and enjoy true freedom
Nothing will worry us because we gained true wisdom
That life is a gift we are born to explore and conquer
From wealth's slavery and selfishness we're no longer prisoner

By : Jun Abines

109. CONFESSION

      Girl I know your true intention
All you need is simple attention
You also need some daily appreciation
Some funny jokes and light conversation

I know you're not in a hurry for a serious relation
You want to know me more under close observation
All you need is time to make a decision
If I'm the man who possess the right qualification

But don't be blinded by your illussion
You won't know me well with limited interaction
I have my own means of self determination
Don't fall to the trap of interpreting all my actions

I do the things I like without reservation
I say the things I want without hessitation
If I make some mistakes I do necessary correction
I do things my way, I make my own decisions

I know you need from me some sort of confirmation
That my getting close to you is a result of some attraction
Of course my dear lady, your beauty is a work of perfection
I am fatally attracted, I can't help but make confession. Bow!

By : Jun Abines

108. BATTLE TESTED

      Girl don't be deceived by my worn and ugly face
There is true tenderness hiding just beneath the suface
The good looks and sweet smile may be gone forever 
What is left is a tough, reliable and battle tested soldier

I'm not the man you can proudly flaunt to your friends
I work behind the scene willing to die for you 'til the end
I'm not the partner you'll want to pose in a scenic picture
I'm the kind who provides your needs and make you feel secure

I understand for girl like you, I'm not the popular choice
I lack the charisma and cuteness, I don't have the poise
If what you are looking for is true happiness and security
I am the one you're looking, your battle tested daddy. Bow!

By : Jun Abines

107. LITTLE BOY

      Behind my confident smile is a little boy
Dying to get your attention with tricks and ploy
But I refrain to do some stupid things
Afraid to turn you off, my secret darling

If you glance my way I'll be happy
If you smile at me I'll feel lucky
If you come near me I'll be ecstatic
If you talk with me I'll surely can't speak

You have no idea to me you're a princess
I'll do everything for you, I'll take my chances
Because this little boy inside me is desperate
To my eyes and mind you're a chocolate. 

By : Jun Abines

106. ALONE

      I tried to live alone peacefully
But this foolish heartis crying constantly
I don't want to make another mistake

      To someone out there whose love is fake

I wake up lonely every morning
I survive each day by just pretending
Though I see attractive women everyday
I am more interested in compatibility

My heart I coud say is fair and loving
I am also easy to please and caring
I'm sure someone out there is willing
For me to find her, just waiting

But I'm lost, I don't know how to find her
I'm so confused, we may not see each other
If this is fate I think its unfair
Coz I don't want to be alone forever

By : Jun Abines

105. YOU'RE MY ALPHABETH

      A - All I ever wanted in this world is you
B - Believe me darling all I'm saying is true
C - Coming home to you everyday is my dream
D - Day and night I'll stay by your side smiling

E - Even if the sun and stars cease to shine
F - Forever I promise I'm yours, I hope you don't mind
G - Great obstacles and challenges I will overcome and fight
H - Honey you are my source of energy and light

I - I love you baby with all my heart and soul
J - Just trust me and hang on we will never fall
K - knowing that you're beside me, I'll live forever
L - Love is what I need from you, its all that matters

M - Marry me today thats all I'm asking
N - Never you will cry lady I won't hurt your feelings
O - Over my dead body before anyone can hurt you
P - Part of my mission is caring proctecting you too

Q - Quantifying my love for you is next to impossible
R - Ready to die and do everything just give me a call
S - Sing me a song and you'll be surprise
T - Together we're compatible you will realize

U - Under sun we'll live happily
V - Victorious of love we'll build a big family
W - Whatever it takes I will make sure they'll come true
X - X-ray my heart you'll see there's only You

Y - Yes darling this is your poem
Z - Zen-like is my happiness, if you wear a smile while reading.

By : Jun Abines

104. HONESTLY DIRTY

      Forgive me dear woman I'll be honest with you
Your looks make me horny inside your clothes I can see through
Your smile is so seductive it drives me like a freak
I have to be candid, your presence makes me weak

What I felt inside me maybe wrong but its true
I never had this feeling to other girls except you
I crave every night or your hugs and kisses
I suffer every day I felt infected by some desease

I seriously need help this feeling is so intense
I want to steal you some kiss but I'm afraid its an offense
I'm felt so distracted, so uncomfortable I'm really pissed
I don't know what to do so I'm writing this to confess

If this is love I'm feeling I hope its pure and true
'Cause I don't want to lose a good friend in you
If this is lust I got I sincerely pray that you'll forgive me
Because I admit I've been honestly dirty

By : Jun Abines

103. KIANA SOPHIA

      I love you Kiana Sophia, whatever that means
My love for you is beyond words, my callous heart you softened
I'm glad I have you to color my world 
My meaningless life you gave value more than gold

I've been lonely, depressed and desperately sad
Seeing your smile always make me glad
I'm willing to spend this life just watching you grow
Even my own happiness I'll willingly sacrifice too

I may never be a lucky lover
Yet I found contentment of being a father
Staying in the corner like a foolish poet
Seeing my own dreams dying every minute

One day I'll be gone, soon I'll be forgotten
I hope you'll find time reading my useless poems
If one day you'll find my poems full of meaning
Be proud as my daughters you're the reason I'm writing.

By : Jun Abines

102. IF YOU LOVE ME..

      If I can't find you today, I'll keep trying
If you won't read this poem, I'll keep writing
If you keep on hiding, I'll keep looking
If you won't come to me, I'll keep waiting

If you won't talk to me, I'll keep listening
If you won't sing a song, I'll keep composing
If you won't look at me, I'll keep smiling
If you won't listen to me, I'll keep talking

If you continue ignoring me, I'll keep clowning
If you continue hating me, I'll keep loving
If you dare kill me, I'll keep living
If you love me, I'll end this poem.

By : Jun Abines

101. UNCERTAIN

      Why don't you admit woman that you like me
You're actions already betrayed you, you look so funny
I may not be handsome but I'm tender as a puppy
Willing to be your friend, your partner and your honey

I've already laid my cards the world knows that I love you
If you have hessitations for me I'm willing to wait just tell me so
I won't force my self I'll just stay here beside you
I won't let go I won't leave you 'til you tell me so

My intentions are good my love is pure
I'll stick with you forever with that you can be sure
All you need to do is make sure of your feelings
If you think I'm not the guy better tell me, stop pretending

If you need more time then I better leave
Search your heart, search your soul take all the the time you need
Once your certain come back to me and I'll listen
I'll accept any good news or bad news than being uncertain.

By : Jun Abines

100. FACADE

      Be nice to me lady I'm not that tough
Insulting my looks and my character is more than enough
All I ever wanted from you is to become your friend
Though I admit I like you, I simply can't pretend

I may look too eager I got a broken heart to mend
All I need is acquaintance 'til this heartaches end
Once I can move on I will return the favor
You can cry on my shoulder or be your knight in shining armor

As of this moment I'm still weak and too vulnerable
Fate was cruel to me my past was bitter and horrible
I'm glad I survived I have seen the worst
To depression and loneliness I gave up, almost

My acts of confindence are merely facade
I'm hanging on to this dear life, its all I have
Behind my sweet smile and behind my intelligent words
Are pains beyond measure my heart is struck by a sword

One day I'll recover, one day I'll be happy
I promise to be your light if ever you become lonely
Because life is like a wheel sometimes your up sometimes your down
I'll be there for you to be your doctor, your knight or your clown

But for now all I ask is your understanding
All I ever need is a willing ears to sincerely listen
Nothing is soothing than having you with me
A girl so adorable and amazingly pretty. Bow!

By : Jun Abines

99. SOULMATE

      Only a few will be lucky to find one's soulmate
It's a match made in heaven nothing compares with it
A soulmate is the perfect package anyone can ever dream
A combination of a lover, an idol, a confidant and a friend

Finding one's soulmate is like finding a rare gold
It shines and sparkle yet it cannot be sold
Because it shines for you and you only
Its like a custom made jewelry that fits you exclusively

A soulmate is also like a rare and rough diamond
You have to polish it yourself to truly make it your own
It takes a little patience it takes a bit of time
Once you're done, it's like owning a rich gold mine

With your soulmate beside you no problem is too difficult
Having a loving partner together you can overcome life's assault
Your soulmate's touch, your soulmate's presence is more than enough
You have a rock to depend, you feel so confident and tough

If you're granted one wish to come true, ask for a soulmate
Its a living treasure you can find, all for you to keep
No need to have everything, no need to hoard a fortune
All you ever need in life is a loving partner and a great companion

By : Jun Abines

98. I AM NOT

 I am not the man you think I am

 So spend time with me if you can

       It's the only way to know me better
So stop guessing and being clever

The words I speak may not be true
You have to validate things if you want to know
I'm also curious to get to know you
Let's walk and talk and share our views

Let's not rush things lets wait a while
No need to hurry let's earn some miles
Let time decide if we're meant together
Better be patient than regret later

We can move forward if were compatible
Or let go of each other if we smell trouble
At least we tried to know each other
Coz were both looking for hapiness that will last forever.

By : Jun Abines

97. WITHOUT YOU

I now realize beauty is in the eye of the beholder 

Life without you everything for me seems colder

       No matter how nice are the scenes and the sun brightly shine
I wouldn't notice it all until I know your truly mine

I'd rather have nothing just to have you by my side
Than to have everything without you, my sorrows I can't hide
Because my happiness is you and you alone
You are my everything, my life and my home. Bow!

BY : Jun Abines

96. IF LOVING YOU IS WRONG

 If loving you is wrong, I don't want to be right

I      I'd rather be wrong forever won't let you go without a fight
Because I've never felt this way you're my love at first sight
This feeling inside me is true, very pure and lily white

No amount of reason can overcome what I feel
I am blinded by love I'd go with you even to hell
Call me stupid call me crazy I really don't care
You are my real life Cinderella I'm all yours forever

Who would have thought my fate is to become your slave
I was once the smart guy, the practical and the brave
Yet this love I'm feeling is too strong, I can't resist
If loving you is wrong, then so be it.

By: Jun Abines